Three strengths:
Pushing myself academically:
I would like to celebrate how hard I pushed myself academically this year. In the past, I have never felt challenged by the science classes I have taken. Anatomy was different. This class was one of the most difficult science classes I have ever taken. It took hours and hours of studying and memorization to pass this class, let alone get the grade I wanted. As much as it was challenging, it was also fullinging. One particular thing that was extremely fulfilling was the last test of the semester. After hours of studying and many practice tests, I received a 100%. This grade was one that almost no one had ever received, and one that I was extremely proud of receiving. This class has taught me that hard work always pays off in the end.
After school stuff:
More so than other years, this one has created a lot of stress for me. Something that I have learned about myself is that physical activity is the best way to relieve my stress. At the beginning of the semester, soccer was this stress reliever for me. I could leave everything stressful off the field, and all I had to worry about was my self and the ball. After the soccer season ended, I felt something was missing. I no longer had a way to blow off steam after school. This all changed when I started going to Crossfit everyday. Going to the gym every day changed me. I was not only becoming physically stronger, but my mental strength was growing too. I have seen such a giant transformation in my attitude, and my mindset. Every day I go home happier and more alert. Usually, homework is a struggle for me because I get distracted and ancy. After working out, I am able to stay focused and motivated to turn in beautiful work. I have also seen a change in my attitude. I am happier and less negative. Going to the gym this semester is something that has changed me, and definitely, something to celebrate.
Mumsey and Me:
Something that I would love to celebrate is my relationship with my mom. My mom and I have always been close, but the experiences I have shared with her this semester have created a much stronger relationship. One of these experiences was going to the gym with her this semester. While this might seem small, this is something that I wouldn’t trade the world for. Seeing the strength she posses and watching myself become stronger alongside her, is something I really believe has made us stronger. My mom has become someone I admire- a role model. Becoming closer to her has inspired me to become more like her, and this relationship is one I hope to continue strengthening.
Two weaknesses:
Procrastination:
Something I need to see growth in for next semester is ending procrastination. If I really work on stopping this habit I can be even more successful not only next semester but in my life. I have a tendency to forget about big projects or assignments until very close to the due date. Procrastinating not only affects my grades, but my well being a student and human being. One time it affected me the most this semester was just last week. It was the last week of classes, so I had a number of projects to complete and big tests to study for. I didn’t use the time I was given wisely, and I ended up doing almost all of the work that was due over 2 nights. I was up much later than my body was used to, and the lack of sleep caused my body to get sick. I spent the next couple of days with the flu- throwing up and obtaining a high fever. I hadn’t been sick like this in years. It really showed me what can happen when I put my body under too much stress and lack of sleep. This is something I would not like to carry into my next semester.
Being mean:
One of my challenges this semester has been the way I carry myself with my peers. My biggest area for growth is finding a balance between making my peers comfortable around me and saying what I think needs to be said. I am an extremely outgoing person who tends to speak their mind without thinking twice. This semester I have realized that in doing this, I can have a negative effect on my peers. The things I say and the way that I say them, have offended people in the past, but it has really been brought to the surface this year. Something I don’t want to do is give up who I am and what I believe in so that my peers will like me. On the other hand, I fully understand that it is important for my peers to be comfortable and feel they are being heard around me. If I could say one thing I could say to my peers, I would tell them that I NEVER intentionally try to make anyone feel dumb or unheard on purpose. Whether it’s explaining my point or speaking up for what I believe in, I have a tendency to make it seem like a judgment against others. Since it has been brought to my attention, my goal has been thinking about what I am saying before I say it and getting my point across in a non-judgmental way. This process has created a big change in me, and to be completely honest I am still struggling with it. This change is not going to happen overnight. No matter what happens next semester, my journey of growth will be a continuous one. I am realizing that what I do now will affect me in the future, and these first few steps might just be the most important ones.
One question:
What interests me enough in life to do it as a career?:
I am beginning to become aware of how many of my peers have a solid idea of what they want to do after high school and college. I, on the other hand, do not. I know my future includes college, but after that, I am at a loss. In my life, I haven’t experienced much to spark an interest or passion in me; at least not enough to pursue a career in it. When I think of my future I see a big question mark. Hopefully, by asking not only myself but my peers and teachers, I can start to get a grasp on this life-changing question of mine.
Pushing myself academically:
I would like to celebrate how hard I pushed myself academically this year. In the past, I have never felt challenged by the science classes I have taken. Anatomy was different. This class was one of the most difficult science classes I have ever taken. It took hours and hours of studying and memorization to pass this class, let alone get the grade I wanted. As much as it was challenging, it was also fullinging. One particular thing that was extremely fulfilling was the last test of the semester. After hours of studying and many practice tests, I received a 100%. This grade was one that almost no one had ever received, and one that I was extremely proud of receiving. This class has taught me that hard work always pays off in the end.
After school stuff:
More so than other years, this one has created a lot of stress for me. Something that I have learned about myself is that physical activity is the best way to relieve my stress. At the beginning of the semester, soccer was this stress reliever for me. I could leave everything stressful off the field, and all I had to worry about was my self and the ball. After the soccer season ended, I felt something was missing. I no longer had a way to blow off steam after school. This all changed when I started going to Crossfit everyday. Going to the gym every day changed me. I was not only becoming physically stronger, but my mental strength was growing too. I have seen such a giant transformation in my attitude, and my mindset. Every day I go home happier and more alert. Usually, homework is a struggle for me because I get distracted and ancy. After working out, I am able to stay focused and motivated to turn in beautiful work. I have also seen a change in my attitude. I am happier and less negative. Going to the gym this semester is something that has changed me, and definitely, something to celebrate.
Mumsey and Me:
Something that I would love to celebrate is my relationship with my mom. My mom and I have always been close, but the experiences I have shared with her this semester have created a much stronger relationship. One of these experiences was going to the gym with her this semester. While this might seem small, this is something that I wouldn’t trade the world for. Seeing the strength she posses and watching myself become stronger alongside her, is something I really believe has made us stronger. My mom has become someone I admire- a role model. Becoming closer to her has inspired me to become more like her, and this relationship is one I hope to continue strengthening.
Two weaknesses:
Procrastination:
Something I need to see growth in for next semester is ending procrastination. If I really work on stopping this habit I can be even more successful not only next semester but in my life. I have a tendency to forget about big projects or assignments until very close to the due date. Procrastinating not only affects my grades, but my well being a student and human being. One time it affected me the most this semester was just last week. It was the last week of classes, so I had a number of projects to complete and big tests to study for. I didn’t use the time I was given wisely, and I ended up doing almost all of the work that was due over 2 nights. I was up much later than my body was used to, and the lack of sleep caused my body to get sick. I spent the next couple of days with the flu- throwing up and obtaining a high fever. I hadn’t been sick like this in years. It really showed me what can happen when I put my body under too much stress and lack of sleep. This is something I would not like to carry into my next semester.
Being mean:
One of my challenges this semester has been the way I carry myself with my peers. My biggest area for growth is finding a balance between making my peers comfortable around me and saying what I think needs to be said. I am an extremely outgoing person who tends to speak their mind without thinking twice. This semester I have realized that in doing this, I can have a negative effect on my peers. The things I say and the way that I say them, have offended people in the past, but it has really been brought to the surface this year. Something I don’t want to do is give up who I am and what I believe in so that my peers will like me. On the other hand, I fully understand that it is important for my peers to be comfortable and feel they are being heard around me. If I could say one thing I could say to my peers, I would tell them that I NEVER intentionally try to make anyone feel dumb or unheard on purpose. Whether it’s explaining my point or speaking up for what I believe in, I have a tendency to make it seem like a judgment against others. Since it has been brought to my attention, my goal has been thinking about what I am saying before I say it and getting my point across in a non-judgmental way. This process has created a big change in me, and to be completely honest I am still struggling with it. This change is not going to happen overnight. No matter what happens next semester, my journey of growth will be a continuous one. I am realizing that what I do now will affect me in the future, and these first few steps might just be the most important ones.
One question:
What interests me enough in life to do it as a career?:
I am beginning to become aware of how many of my peers have a solid idea of what they want to do after high school and college. I, on the other hand, do not. I know my future includes college, but after that, I am at a loss. In my life, I haven’t experienced much to spark an interest or passion in me; at least not enough to pursue a career in it. When I think of my future I see a big question mark. Hopefully, by asking not only myself but my peers and teachers, I can start to get a grasp on this life-changing question of mine.